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He felt her
tremble more fiercely. He pushed away from her, furious with himself. He rose.
He saw her eyes widen with amazement. She sat up, quickly pulling on the ties
of her gown.
He bowed to
her, mocking himself as well as their sham of a marriage. "Pleasant
dreams."
"You're
leaving," she said quickly.
"You
want me to stay?" he queried softly, leaning close to her, feeling the
warmth of her once more.
"I--"
she began but it seemed she did not know what to say next. She paused,
moistening her lips. He could see her pride battling with her absolute relief
that he seemed to have second thoughts.
"You
need to remember what you want from me, Amorica. Bloody hell, I think I need a
drink." He turned and started for the door.
To his
amazement, a pillow hit him. "How dare you. How dare you seduce me and--"
she began.
He did not
give her time to finish. "And walk away? I will come back to your bed if
you ask."
"You
did this to humiliate me, to strip me of my modesty, to show me you could have
me if you wanted. I am not at your disposal, Damian Andrews. I do not love you."
He walked
back to her quickly, catching hold of her even as she protested, pulling her
back up into his arms. "Amorica, I can't strip you of anything. You have
agreed to be my wife. No one would think twice if I stayed here this night with
you. Indeed tongues are all ready wagging about our sleeping quarters."
"And
your mistress has done nothing to dispel the gossip."
"She
has no reason. You have taken that which she once thought of as hers. I never
wanted to humiliate you. You walked into a room where I forbade you to go and
set all this in motion. God alive! I have tormented myself. But there is more
to all this. You married me. You made your choices, and for the time you must
honor that commitment. But for the moment, good night!"
He set her
down. She sank back to the bed, her eyes huge pools of despair and perhaps
anger. He had not meant to fight with her.
When he
left her this time, she didn't say anything. Her eyes seemed to shoot daggers
at him. Even as he walked away he could feel them slicing into his back.
Just who
had taken whom tonight, he wondered. Almost taken, he amended. For Amorica
might well lie awake questioning all that had transpired and how close she had
come to giving herself to him. But he was suffering the tortures of the damned.
As he
closed the door, he thought he heard her whisper.
"I
will never be your wife."
1 comment:
You don't hear about colonial reenactments too often...those must get the creative juices flowing, especially for historical novels!
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